Our future calls to us through our dreams, the things that make us happy, the people that make us smile, the stories that make our spirits soar. Our future is waiting for us. Many people believe this is a love song and it is… a love song to my soul:)
My soul has been longing
For some belonging
Searching never found
Ever spinning round
My heart has been waiting
Anticipating
Joy truly ever flowing
Peace beyond my knowing
I’ve been waiting for you
Been up been down been all around
I yearn the warmth of your sound
I’ve been waiting for you
I hoped and prayed then cried for days
But now you’re here in me
Motion always comes to rest
Flying birds soon come to nest
Immersed in beauty void of sight
Midnight sun illuminate my night
It’s quiet here inside me
Harmony reigns over me
I come to rest within myself
Here I do belong
I’ve been waiting for you
I rest in peace my agony released
I’m sleeping in your arms
I’ve been waiting for you
Melody passes through me and I’m born again
Now I don’t care what you think about me
I only know there’s peace within my soul
Now you may choose whatever Thing that pleases you
But it won’t take my love
–Words & Music by Nhojj
This song is dark and sad just like the name suggests. I don’t perform it much anymore because I’m in a different place, but at the time this song was so therapeutic for me. I recorded two versions of this song and this one felt like it was the one…
Tear filled brown eyes
A look to memorize
Dark full lips
The ones you never kissed
A feeling deep inside
As dark as suicide
You run your fingers through my hair
And then you disappear-Oh
Your things’ still in my drawer
Your pictures line the corridor
I wish I could have known
Tonight I’d be alone
You put your hands around my heart
And then you pull apart
Blood is everywhere
But you don’t even care-Oh
–Words & Music by Nhojj
I would walk the long way home from school in Guyana so I could pass by the ocean. I’ve always found the water beautiful and inspiring. “Wade in the Water” is about that experience growing up. The ocean with all its beauty is also a dangerous place – I believe in this world beauty and danger go hand in hand – what do you think?
Every step along your way
Will lead your closer to me
And every sound my mouth creates
Will lure you closer to me
Wade in the water
It’s really not deep
Gaze out on the ocean if only for a peak
And when you get to that side
Where you feel you have to hide
Think of cool waters- the way you made me smile
Think of soft winds- the way you felt inside
In the dark where I wait for the dawn
I will say your cognomen
And when you do perceive
I’ll be hear calming your fears
Wade in the water
–Words & Music by Nhojj